I hope u read this someday...penning few of my thoughts which are there with me right now when we are going through such a phase which we both are hating so very much...
Today it is becoming so weird that we are not able to talk to each other, small little things create such a havoc that it ruins our friendship,our all efforts...just a few thoughts which may help us remind how important we are for each other...atleast i'll try to pen down how important you are to me...
I was just wondering, after my college when I was really not sure what I wanted to do, what I wanted from life, joining ims for mba just coz my other frnds were doing wasnt giving me any pleasure... bt then u came, n u gave a reason to do well...u inspired me to go for it and do something out of my direction-less life...had it been the same had i not met u in ims??? those classes had never meant me anything had u nt been there!!!thank u for this...
Today, i confess to you, yes those poems i had put in the cd bcoz u knw after years i wantd to write a poem..dat was coz of u...although those poems were nevr aimed at proposing u,coz i had lost any faith in love i had but i just thought i cud share my pain wid u...thought dunno y u'll understand me...n u did... the reply u had given abt those poems in an sms to me while i was in kodaikanal is still with me...this again brought me back to my passion, my poems...thanks!!!its coz of u i can still pen down my thoughts and i want to share everything wid u bt i knw tujhe ab ye sab pasand nahi hai...bt still thanks for bringing me back to my poems!!!
The point at which u entered my life, i was all alone...still am right now...bt at dat point too, was very alone...ravil wasnt there, colg frnds had gone here n there, n i had only vikash for company!!! and u knw very well how trustworthy he is...when we became frnds i really felt that void getting filled!!! these two years have been the best of my life coz u wer there...i cud confide anything in u...i also felt special coz i was so near to u...u trusted me so much!!!had so much faith in me!!!thanks for giving me such wonderful moments...all those long walks had not been special had u not been there...all those auto rides had not been special had u not been there...thanks for all these special memories yaar...i cherish them...
u knw sabse tough kya hota tha wen i joined praxis???colg se 2 hrs ka journey kar ke tere se milne aana n den 2 hrs ka journey karke waapas jana...i knw tere liye possi nahi hai ki tu utne door aaye milne mere se...bt thanks to u,coz of u i nevr felt those distances...tere se milne ke khyaal me 2 hrs ka pata bhi nahi chalta...thanks so much! without u those meetings wud not have been such satisfying...
u have given me the most amazing moments of my life....n i take this opportunity to really thank u...i dunno where we will land up...bt i really want to tell u that u r d most important person for me...n i may want anything bt i dnt want things to end this way..i want to assure you that all i want is your happiness and nothing else...tu jahaan bhi jiske sath bhi khush rahegi i'll be happy...please believe me...m really missing u these days yaar...really...
