today my heart felt sad...

dunno why i reached out for a pen and paper

poetry borns in a sad heart

why is that, i wanna know...

is it I want to shre my pain and...i get no one

or is it i feel a sense of achievement,

in penning down my thoughts i can't share!

i know not why poetry flows from my heart,

but everytime it does i pray...

i pray hope i dnt have to write another, but alas! my luck...

it keeps giving me the pain..

i keep reaching out for paper and pen...

every word i coin reflects a part of me,

every word mirrors the pain my heart goes through...

but why do i write i still know not!

people jeer at my pain...

coz for them a poem is a nice assortment of words!!

my fingers too ache, coz i write a lot...coz i get so much pain

i still now not why do i!! what pleasure do i derive!!

but i'll keep doing so...i'll keep writing...

its one time i dare...dare to bring my pain out...

coz i need some space for the new pain i m destined to earn!

i'll keep writing coz i'll keep having pain..

but still the queston remains...why i still with pen and paper...

why do i write!!!

tere liye hi main har khwab bunta raha

tujhko hi raat din main sunta raha

tere naam ka saans le raha hoon abhi

tujhko hi har ghadi main dhoondta raha

jane kis mod pe tu mujhe mil jayegi

soch kar yahi main bas chalta raha

door tujhse ho kar main zinda nahi

teri yaadon me main zindagi dhoondta raha

main jahaan bhi raha

ek tu hi mujh me raha

pyar ki aisi murat na dekhi kabhi

main to har pal tujhe poojta raha

teri har hansi me chipi mere dil ki khushi

tere chehre ki raunak se hai ye dillagi

ek tera hi main bas diwana raha

main jahaan bhi raha tu mujh me raha

main teri yaad me yun jeeti raha!!!

time has flown by

how fast did it travel, I know not

Yet I remember each and every moment

and each is as sweet as fresh honey from pot

somebody here still prays for your time

somebody here still wants you

somebody here is still there for you for free

that somebody is me...

each day and each night

what I pray for is your time

I have stayed away from you for long and now its time

I want to comeback coz when you are not there

my life loses its shine

till these days I accepted everything coming my way

now I need to you to be with me

you know, you are the force that drives me

you are the reason why I still survive

the gift of my life, is a part of your life

that part is the time you spent with me

please allow me the gift, allow me the time

this is the one thing, for which I pray day and night...

when days are hard to pass by

life talks nothing but it lies

I am searching for you, yet again

without you my heart is running dry

you may live happily ever after

but someone somewhere will live life like a tattered soul

you may enjoy all the success of all your life

what will I do, when there is no goal

deceit I what I have encountered till now

don't make me a victim yet again

you have given the lost hope, a new ray of light

don't let me walk alone yet again in rain

I am lost, nowhere to go

you are the one to whom I can come back

memory has cheated me

I can't recollect a single nice feeling

you are the only happiness

left in my rack

I treasure you like no one else would

please, don't leave me all alone

It won't be long if you are not here

for the rest to find

that without you I too am gone...

I don't find the same warmth in your arms

nor do I see the same twinkle in your eyes

never thought things won't be same

here I feel things have changed

I never had to yearn for you

the way I do these days

never had I prayed for few moments of yours

the way I pray these days

there was always a fire which raged

but now things have changed

will I have to carry on all alone?

won't I ever find you alongside me?

had I ever asked these questions before

but I know now things have changed

you were never so cold

you never shunned me, the way you do now

you never cared for the world the way you do now

I don't get to watch you like the way I gazed

you don't need to tell me, things have changed...

I guess you don't realise, seems like you won't ever

what you mean to me, what you are for me

it was an illusion when I thought

you are there and you care for me

But as always I was mistaken and I realised I was mazed

yes, things have really changed

those were the best times which I spent with you

those are the times which will stay with me forever

I think I will wait, so that I can say I stayed

but I wish, things hadn't changed...

doob ke teri aankhon me khona

bandh ke teri baanhon me sona

tera yun meri yaadon me hona

mera yun tujhe yaad kar rona

kyun tera main ho na paya

kyun tera main ho na paya...

chehre pae teri mera marna

tujhse choti baaton par ladna

ched kar tujhko yun hasna

teri hi bas baatein karna

kyun tu mujhko sataya

kyun tera main ho na paya...

yaadein rulaye teri

khwabon se tu jaye na meri

tera chup se yun aana hans kar

tujh me kho jana mera phas kar

kyun tune mera dil churaya

kyun tera main ho na paya..

mere dil ki pari hai tu hi

jeene ki kahaani hai tu hi

tu jo mera nahi hai ab

jeene ki chaah rahi hai kab

kyun tera main ho na paya

kyun tera main ho na paya...

socha nahi tha

tu meri zindagi si hogi

kyun tere bin

aankhon me yun nami si hogi

kabhi to pooch tu meri kya hai

tere hone se, aankhon me chamak heere si hogi

kabhi kafaa na hona humse

toot jata hun tu jo rooth ti hai humse, kasam se,

nahi seh sakta wo dard tumse judai ka

tujhe hi ek chaaha hai kasam se mann se

'jaan' tujhe yun hi nahi kehta

mere dil me tu hi ek rehta hai

kaise tod dun us moorat ko, jise maine din pratidin pooja hai

har rakt ka katra,tujhe pukaar kar yahi kehta hai

har me bas tujhe hi dekhta hun

door jitni bhi rahe,paas apne tujhe pata hun

kehta hun fir yahi...tu jo nahoti paas jeete ji mar sa jata hun

na jana door kabhi,yahi chaah hai dil me bachi

mere hoton ki sirf tu hi hai ek hansi...